I'm tired today. I'm physically tired, because I slept very poorly last night. But I'm also tired of watching everything I eat, of having to push myself at the gym day after day, and of feeling like I have very little support in my immediate area.
Where is that girl who is so motivated? So excited to sweat her ass off? I am not her today. Today I am tired, and grumpy. I had to work way harder to accomplish hardly anything at the gym. I'm amazed I even got myself there, to be honest.
I don't like having low-days, when I feel like it's all hopeless. Somewhere, in the back of my brain, I know it's not. Today, though, you'd be hard pressed to convince me otherwise.